Monday 28 June 2010

Thank goodness for cricket

Otherwise English sport would be in the doldrums.
Sorry England football fans but the team were shit in South Africa
Well done to the ODI side who've taken the series vs Australia.
Two more to play. Three won.
And then.... the ASHES! Eeek!

On the matter muttered previously... wrong person would be unfair. Right person... lovely person... just not...well.... :::sigh:::::

Saturday 12 June 2010

Mixed Emotions

Only to say... i wish i stopped chasing the wrong people.

Wednesday 2 June 2010

A Blessed Release

My greatest release is the car but there are times when a listening ear is required and a few wise words in return.
And sometimes just letting it all out helps refresh the soul. A little like refreshing a page on the internet.
I said i wouldn't go on about the liar but maybe i should ~ for me rather than anyone else.

I really wanted to believe so much in Mabel (name changed to protect the not-so-innocent) but after all the hurt and anger i have felt especially in recent months i found that the tears i shed the other day were actually for her. This person, Mabel, has so much going for her yet it's as tho' being nice allows her to be shitty otherwise.

I am so disappointed in her. So saddened by her actions. So confused by her deceit, her divisiveness and her utter contempt for those who stood by her during some of her shit times.
Sadly, for those not in this town, her lies will continue. There is a rumour that her next 'victim' has already thrown in the towel but there is no hard and fast proof of that.

Upon her exit from this workplace we bought something we thought (admittedly, guided by me) she would like. We arrived at work to bid her farewell and good luck in her new place only for her to completely and utterly disrespect us and the whole gesture.

I still cry for her and it will be a while before i cease but i hope i will find some peace and be able to drawn a line under the whole sordid 'affair'.

There is nothing like taking a higher moral ground whilst manipulating and doing exactly that which you have accused others of doing.

When you move you do not leave your issues behind you take them with you.
Mabel ~ you need therapy. Big time.
Of course, the biggest lie from you is to you. Whilst you continue to lie to yourself you will never be free of the monkey on your back.
For me, i am slowly expunging and exorcising the monkey that you left on mine.
Even if it does cost me £50 for each hour that i need to embrace.

I do say and mean good luck.
I hope i may be able to move on in my life and give me the attention i deserve.

-and let's hope i am not barking up the wrong tree ~